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AUSTIN, TEXAS -- Depression is hard to spot. It’s often hidden, tucked away in a person’s inner life, obscured by smiles and seeming normalcy that belie the trouble. “My Medicine” is the new single from Austin singer-songwriter Tim Kile, a bubbly indie-pop track with lush, glowing instrumentation bursting from the speakers with the confidence of springtime, but under the surface we find the Arcade Fire and Wild Light co-founder exploring a darker subject.
“There are a few different ways I think about the song’,” says Kile. “One is very literal and direct. I suffer from massive, debilitating depression. It runs in my family. My mom suffered horribly through the years. For all the stigma attached to people with brain illnesses and the medications used to treat them, it’s one of the biggest decisions in someone’s life to go on meds. No one wants to do it. You usually need to be in desperately bad shape before you submit.”
Along life’s journey, Kile saw how his mother’s perspective change when she received the help she needed.
“I remember how she described when she finally went on meds,” he adds. “She called it ‘an awakening’. Suddenly she had new creativity, energy, health. That language stuck with me -- ‘an awakening.’ It was the way you’d describe a religious conversion. There was something compelling to me about that, the combination of modern psychological medication with religious language, and I tried to write the song from that paradox. ‘The message in the wires in my mind, this dirt and spit - drop the scales from my eyes’.”
However, the songwriter, who is set to release debut solo album These Things Are Being Gathered for the Fire in April, sees the song’s meaning with a certain flexibility too.
“That’s sort of the narrow, specific way of interpreting it,” Kile admits. “I can also see it in a more universal sense. It’s about what heals you, what fixes the damage, orders the chaos. It’s about not waiting for the next world. It’s here, it’s now, this world is the next world.”
“My Medicine” marks the 5th single from These Things Are Being Gathered for the Fire. Kile performed nearly every instrument on the LP, which has boasted four other riveting singles in its extended rollout: “Buddy Holly/Seazons,” “Holy Ghost,” “Nightbird,” and January’s “Witness”. Kile tackles themes of innocence, guilt, love, and creation, often leaning on religious metaphor and language. While it’s all heady stuff, Kile doesn’t want the listener to get bogged down in the details -- especially when it pertains to a person’s medicine of choice.
“All that said,” Kile says with a laugh, “I am also totally satisfied with the song being interpreted as a weed anthem.”
lyrics
My medicine, light of my days
This medicine, hey! light my way
The message in the wires in my mind
This dirt and spit, drop the scales from my eyes
A time will come, and now it is here
In what next world? This is the next world
The Walrus and the wild unbound
I was not then, but I am now
My medicine, light of my days
This medicine, hey light my way
The message in the wires in my mind
This dirt and spit, drop!!!
credits
released February 17, 2021
Song and Lyrics by Tim Kile
Produced by Decap, Brady Watt, Bob Logan & David Spreng
Drums by Decap and David Spreng
Bass by Brady Watt
Tim Kile played and sang everything else
Backgammon Paralegal Publishing
Tim Kile is a recording artist and founding member of Grammy Award winners Arcade Fire and Columbia Records recording
artists Wild Light. Kile has toured in support of bands such as The Killers, Arcade Fire, LCD Soundsystem, MGMT, The Wallflowers, and Doves.
Kile’s debut solo album, These Things Are Being Gathered for the Fire, is slated for release in early 2021, to be preceded by 3 singles....more
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